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You know part of our exploration is the gift of life, a life of leisure, a time given or chosen by us to explore the realms of existence.

I’m in a constant state of gratitude and appreciation for the life that I am living; however that life came to be…

And so…

Where one might find themselves falling somber, in contemplation of life and death, in realizing your end is nearer than you might know, I find joy and humor.

And the warmth of reality…

The subtle embrace of a last breath…

A breath that tells the tale of a day no longer about me, a day without you.

Now what do we do?

What now…

Now that you know…

Hugs and love as always, Emeric Damian

And the second flow…

Written by Father Antonio da Ascencao, placed upon the wall of bones…

“Where are you going in such a hurry traveler? Pause… do not advance your travel; You have no greater concern Than this one: that on which you focus your sight.

Recall how many have passed from this world, Reflect on your similar end, There is good reason to reflect If only all did the same.

Ponder, you so influenced by fate, Among all the many concerns of the world, So little do you reflect on death;

If by chance you glance at this place, Stop… for the sake of your journey, The more you pause, the further on your journey you will be.”


a quick drop of thoughts

Interactive everything…

Voice control, the modified and completely different version of the Clap on light.

What I’m looking for still, is a connection between introverted learning mechanisms and experiences.

You will be talking to devices as if they’re intimate friends, beyond intimate and you will be taken out of context.

Laziness, entertainment, health and wealth, ease of use, sensation of growth and learning, that’s information consumption…

This is the truth, time, optimization, not waiting in lines, integration…

What does it really mean to impact the world, to have an effect?

I must admit, it drives me crazy listening to all these people talk about new technologies, new theories, new blah blah blah…

They are missing the contemplation.

It is eating at me and I must answer this, “what does it mean to impact the world?” and that is a naive question, I know, because there are missing components to it, such as positive and negative, whose world, and for what…

It goes on.

And this is what I mean by asking the question.

It’s driven me mad for as long as I can remember, listening to people talk about progress, and such an ignorant form of progress they spoke of.

Progress for who…

Ah that’s a sour question isn’t it.

If we can’t look at this basic contemplation, which we can’t, because if we do, we’re labeled as ludites, as negative people, as pessimist the lepers of our time, when in fact what’s really going on is we are saying your are deluded and off track, and your ideas and efforts are for naught and here is why, which you hate.

Which we understand.


It goes on, but the truth is the truth and you are living in a delusion.

No one wants to wake up.

It’s too costly on the front of it, to acknowledge what is so.

That’s the trouble isn’t it.


You are silly.

Ignorance is what it is and it’s your drug, so enjoy it while you are on it, and I will smile at you too, because your delusion spins joy for all.

Emeric Damian

And breathe… A bubble of breath, a bubble of expansion without end…


Can’t we use the technology to improve our hearing, our eyes, our minds?

Why is it that it’s acceptable to us to destroy our vision, go def, and lose our ability to move because of our addiction to technology.

What if using a computer made your eyesight better?

What if listening to music or podcasts or movies improved your hearing?

What if all of this relaxed your muscles in your face, reduced tension, and created a healthy state of flow?

What would we have then?

This is what I mean by saying our environments can build us as we build them, one aspect of my idea to create ourselves.

But this is basic.

It’s a kin to clean water, clean food, fresh air, etc..

We should build for well being, not our destruction.

Why is it that I enjoy movies, boxing, and beauty, the sunsets over the forest, over the ocean, the burning light of a rising sun, the terror of time moving through a day?

What of this…

It’s been a mix up for me to see who and what I’m doing.

It would be crazy if your bacteria could be made more youthful and thus change transform the rest of the human.

It seems simple enough, if trillions of cells within us are bacteria, and these bacteria compose us, and their life span is very short and can turn over quickly, and we can take another’s bacteria and turn it over, into youthful bacteria what is expressed then?

How does it actually work?

How is it truly expressed?

My mind doing the work, biome doing the work, the cells, the energy, the frequency? Tell me more.


Isn’t it curious to look at all these people who are talking about AI, bio mimicry, new health tech, etc. ect. and they all look like people, out of shape, struggling human beings.

And now when you see this and yes it probably sounds judgmental to state this as so, but be here with me and listen to what it is I’m discussing.

Humans aren’t changing from what they were to what they are now to what they believe they may become.

They are completely delusional and distracting themselves from looking at themselves and transforming their lives by doing what is needed to do, and that is to go inward and to stop doing the things that they are trying to create solutions to.

Take another example, we are always trying to create new technologies to clean the environment, to clean our bodies, but never do we just stop polluting them in the first place.

Never do we, as a conscious community, simply say, lets just ban all plastics and come up with an alternative.

Well, we pose the idea, but we don’t really mean to do anything about any of it, and so, what we are really doing is creating drama of a kind, so that we have something of interest to do with our time and our lives.

And rarely do we find someone who speaks the truth about it all.

Everyone keeps playing along…

They are desperate to.

What else would they do if they were to acknowledge this truth?

People despise reality.

And so they give over their reality to the imagination of others.

In this way they go along with the madness.

I need to explain this to you, the more you create the more the dream comes alive, the greater the lucidity breathes into the existence before you.

You know they’re before you as in a dream, asking questions, playing their roles, moving about upon the shadows of existence.

If you wish to know more, simply ask them, ‘who are you?’ and then watch as they work to respond as they lose their grasp on whatever role they’re playing in the world.

It’s beyond intriguing, like a brief glimpse underneath your own emptiness.

And if you will continue to live this way for however long you might, with compassion and empathetic joy, you too will begin to live with a level of lucidity that it may be to clear for you at the moment, only to realize that you’ve always had the ability to see.

There are things I’ve wanted to share with you. Words I’ve shared with you in other places, which point to what you and I know.

These things we keep relatively private for the sake of those who might come along and find themselves confused within the lightness of truth.

We must respect that, even though they are still viscous amongst the dreams.

But you are now in a place of creation, where all you do is create.

You know…

You know and I am only reiterating these truths for your sake, burning them clear of the haze you keep smearing upon them.

A question I must live with in that I always am asking as I observe us, would they be doing that work if they didn’t have to do the work they believe they have to do to live their lives as they wish to live them?

And as I watch everyone moving along in their way, there’s no doubt in my mind we are, the majority of us, doing things with our lives and time that we’d rather not do, but do because we think that’s what has to be done.

It’s always been a waste of life, but only if you see it as such.

I have and yet they will tell you, that you must do it as they do, as that’s the way you are supposed to do it.