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Emeric Damian : In Simplicity : In The Unknown

On The Master Document…

On Addicted To Love…

On How nice that would be.

On Time

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On Reincarnation

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On Mystery and the Unknown

On Lucid Dreaming

On Dream Yoga

On thoughts

On Rejuvenating

On Acting

On Charisma

On Transformation

On Changing

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On Language

On Portuguese

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On Insight, Intuition, and Inner Knowing

On Travel

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On Sexual Attraction

On Sex

On Androgyny

On Misunderstanding

n Drugs

On Growing a Human Being

On Speed and Quickness

on Hurry

On Perfection

On “Perfect,” penso Ed Wood

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on Beliefs

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On Not Minding

On Love vs. Liking

On Judgement

On Neuroplasticity

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On Psychology of Possibility

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On Self Worth

On Appreciation and Value Creation

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On The Future

On The Future Now

On Struggle and Suffering or Joy…

On Play and Playfulness…

On Resistance, Procrastination,

On Duran Duran, INXS, and Billy Idol + The Outsiders…

On Hallucinations and Perception

On Constructing Our Realities…

On Computers

On Augment Reality

On Mixed Reality

On Artificial Intelligence

On Flow and Focus

On Attention and Awareness and Mindfulness

On Hearing Hearing and Repeating and Recall

On Memory and The Mind

On Memory and The Brain

On Creating a Marvelous Existence

On Being Single and Celibate

On Being Single and Sensual

On Hurting

On Pain bodies and emotional holes in the flesh…

On The Senses

On Smell and The Discovery…

On Neurogenesis, Senescence, Stem Cells, and You…

On Being Present To One Thing.

On Choosing Challenges and Make The Rest Easy…

On Reading and Writing…

On Books

On Movies and The Movement Of Time…

On Feedback

On Infinity

On Coffee at Midnight

On Eating

On Seeing What Isn’t

On Dreams

On Dream Characters

On Talking To Nature

On Correction and Discovery ( front foot right goofy on the skate board ) * Buy one and a helmet and get busy already… Long board…

On Boxing and Being

On Relaxation, Vigilance, and Cognizance…

On Vision Quests

On Adventures Into Existence

On Nothingness and Emptiness

On The Tao Te Ching

On Racism and Futbol The Childhood Confusion

On Movies and Ignorance ( Fear and confusion, wonder and awe… Dad’s experience and mine, European’s and Route 66 and L.A. )

On Growing Mushrooms and Dying

On Psychology Internships On NDE

On Swallowing Spit and Inhaling Sex

On Choosing One Path For Acquisition and Learning ( Avoiding Jumping all over without learning… )

On Creating Assets of Timeless Nature

On Vagina’s and Sucking The Flesh…

On Flirting With All Of Life…

On Pot Brownies and Cheech and Chong…

On Musical Ignorance And The Wonder Of Discovery or What You Don’t Know…

On Being Drugged and Head Smashing Mysteries ( Charlies and Blue Steel Bicycle )

On Regrets and Resets

On Living 5 Days In One Everyday

On Awakening

On The Many versions Of You ( I’m thinking about how people don’t know all of the things I have done or been through and how everyone has had their stories, yet few ever know them… ) It’s amazing to realize and recognize that. I really love that about my mom and dad. Their stories are so good! Capture them… I could make a movie of them, loosely inspired by their lives and the stories they’ve told, mixed with my knowing…

On Being a Polymath

On Nothing Mattering And How Confusing That Can Be If You Don’t Know How Magnificent It Is.

On Cocaine and Alberto St. On Cocaine and New Years Eve

On LSD Ocean Pull and Cucumber Cocks and Hannah…

On Marijuana and A Buddhist Nun In Boulder Creek ( And the Right Handed Homeless Girl )

On Ballerinas and Mythic Grace

On Sex and Bloody Sheets and Being Okay With Whatever…

On Being Stabbed The incidental Pleasure in Portugal

On Heroin and Relationships At a Distance…

On The Rocky Horror Picture Show and Blood Flow

On 14 Year-old Fantasies

On Masturbation With Friends

On Stealing Midnight ( travels as a child in the darkness )

On Rape and GAD

On Wonder Woman, Down vests, and blue jean dreams…

On Death And Redundancy

On Authority And The False Voice of Certainty

On Fairytales of Your Own Making

On Questing The Unknown

On Recreating Reality…

On Beginning… Always beginning and then begin again, everyday…

On Rituals, Habits, and Routines and why we are so upside down.

On The Stupidity of People and Progress and Production… ( This will make you more productive… Gag! )

On Laziness and it’s power to transform your life…

On Being The Art Itself…

On Pizza…

On Results and being Done Already… ( You don’t want to take the car salesmen with you when you buy the car. You don’t want to take the ticket taker to into the movie with you to tell you about the movie. )

On Faith and Belief and Blind Faith

On Reading This First… I Don’t Know…

On 4th Grade Miss Yale, Joe Martinez, Head Injuries, and Reading…

On How Few Experiences Actually Make Up Your Life… And How None of That Matters But Isnt It Curious? Especially considerring how you choose to live.

On Being Paid For Your Art

On Choosing To Protect your Psychic Space and Those Who Influence Your Path

On Doubtville and The Party You Don’t want To Leave ( This is that place where everyone kind of forgot where they wanted to go and now they are… )

On Paradox

On Being and Becoming

On William James

On Thoughts As Feelings

On Vipassana And The Model

On Sleep aka Uncle Sleepy Head Style ( Thinking about sleeping when I want and really enjoying it. )

On Children Sized Adults, also Known As Family and Friends and Other People.

On Enjoying It All And Hating What I Hate which I don’t.

On Flatulance and The Farts You Miss and The Farts You Walk Away From

On Creating Your Reality And Inviting Those In While Aggresively Closing The Door To Others…

On Being Content For Others To Be Who They Are Without Wanting Them To Be Anything Else…

On Revisiting William James…

On The Library Child Opening The Book on The Future ( This was so exciting to me. )

On Learning For The Pleasure

On Teaching Myself How To Write.

On The Best Terribel Joke I’ve Ever Told…

On Dying With Laughter And Why Witches Don’t Wear Underwear…

On Writing and Being Me and Why You Now Have a Construction Of Who You Think This Creature Is.

On Laughing While Crying

On George Clinton and The P-Funk All Stars And The Columbian Sex…

On Life Dancing You and Music

On Acting and Chocolate Chip Cookies

On Metaphor

On Having a Mission

On Surfing and Seeing Day II

On Two Fears, Dropping In and Doing A Backflip..

On Obsession

On Being a Body and Being Embodied and Living The Respect To The Body Love

On Making Money And Meaning… Playing the Game while pretending Its not a game except with those who know it is.

On Dream Characters Who Aren’t Quite Right…

On Doing Your Best To Be A Creator Not A Critique..

On Not iving A Fuck and Reahearing The Fuck Out Of It.

On Why It’s A Good Idea To Scream At Your Girlfriend Once And A While ( Thinking Andi and The Car Ride )

On Why That One Girl Won’t Leave Your Mind… And That One Too…

On Doing Drugs and Enjoying It…

On Wanting What You Want Because Yu Want It And Everyone Else Can Go To Hell With Their Opinions Of You… 😉

On Letting It All Flow…

On Giving All Of Yourself and The True Joy of Being Vulnerable…

On Eating Before Bed…

n Causes and Conditions

On Questioning Everything and Why It’s Not Fore Most ( people are exhausted by the very thing that excites you. Why this, what of that, tell me more, how does this, show me this move one more time, I have to ge this, and again… )

On Facials…

On Your First Fart In Front Of Yur Lover…

On Suicide and Friendship

On Being a Ghost…

On Enlightenment and…

On My Impending Death…

On Narcissm and How Wonderful It Can Be… The Story f Echo and Narcissus.

On Going The Wrong Way…

On Spankings And Childhood Troubles

On Debt and The Hilarity That Pursues…

On Lying and Insincere Clients… And why it’s perfectly normal and acceptable. ( they too are showing the human condition. )

On Davide Bowie (s) the many faces that frightened my childhood sensibilities and what I wished to have learned sooner.

On Writing stories As a Child… secret Revelations.

On Lightning Storms, Electric Wires, And Tree Tops…

On Japenese Ladies throwing Children off The Edge of The GrandCanyon.

On Boulders And Brain Injuiries.

On Scarring Ticket Takers, The 3 Yearold Mission To Stay Safe From Strangers…

On Knowing you Are Going To Die, and The Lunch That never Came To Be…

On The Preciousness Of Life And Why You are Shitting It away when you Could be Making Copost, The Rich Sensation of Life…. ( )

On making Work Where None Exists ( busying ourselves just because )

On Zero Seperation Of All Things And Infinity Of BeingAll Concepts ll The Time Until We Are Not…

On The Msytical Nature of Existance…

On Verse 21 …. Only I am…

On Writing the Same Sentence 1000 times…

On Rehearsal As Being and Becoming…

On letting the On’s Continue One….

On story…


On Business.

And to know that I am in love with life lived on my terms.

So that is what I want to share with you.

Quality of life has always been important to me and the use of my time and attention to create and live as I wish and desire, the guide.

What is important to you I am not sure, but that’s important for you to figure out and then get clear on and then to go about making it a reality for yourself.

On Flow:

‘Finding flow’ a meme that’s been ingested and taken to express the generic state of a sensation that’s beyond the meme itself.

This expression of flow is being twisted and used in ways that are both exciting and misguiding.

Exciting, because human potential and process of growing a human creature as an experiment we are taking on ourselves, as consenting adults, gives us one more cave of the unknown to explore.

Misguiding, because it is being lauded as something that it isn’t, the ultimate path to human awakening.

I’m pulling apart the ideas, teasing them apart from the knot that they are, to grasp the potential for what it might be.

But I have a bias that I need to put out in front of everything I share here, and I’m doing it in the form of a question, “Why do we not understand, experientially, that flow states are just on more phenomena passing before us, neither better nor worse than any other, even though it potentially may be worse in the level of attachment it instigates in all who seek it?”

My bias, is that it’s ultimately a chase of what’s impermanent, and in a true sense can only lead to additional suffering.

That’s not a complete statement, as much as it’s a warning sign, that like psychedelics it’s probably best to be acknowledged as a tool for greater understanding of what it means to be alive, to know what life actually is.

But it’s not the thing itself.

Flow is one state amongst many.

What is flow actually?

That question is beginning to look a lot like, “What does it mean to awaken?” A question I address often. (you can read more here)

In some sense it doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a word.

Fantastic, because we already know that. But it’s important to see that it is a word and a word alone, as the experiences we have do not exist as a single thing, but rather as fleeting moment to moment, moments. And none of them are every the same.

Never. Never are they the same, just as the tree you see isn’t the tree you saw a moment before, and even more so not the tree around the corner from the tree.

Is this apparent stupidity to converse as such idiotic or needed?

Clearly it matters to me and probably to you as well since you are reading this.

We know what flow has been defined as.

But does that matter anymore?

Is the question now one of access?

Is the question one of use?

If we acknowledge the breakthroughs that might be delivered to us by way of this bridge, then might we want to ask the question, why do I want to have this breakthrough?

Why does it matter to me to live more in flow?

What do I wish to gain from it and what do I believe it will bring to me once I do?


Maybe I am simply an explorer of the states of experience and this is one of my favorite states to dance within.

On Questions:

What of finding flow within the dream? What of living in flow in a lucid dream?

Dream yoga, exists around this concept, doesn’t it. But it’s beyond that because it is all of it.

We are spinning a web of a most intriguing kind.

On Metaphors:

Indra’s Net, you are a jewel and the intersection of an infinite we and each jewel is composed of the reflections of the jewels near it.

Welcome to the field!

Now we’re asking a question that intrigues me, can we become different jewels by transferring our awareness to another intersection of the web?

Shine and glow, your illuminance becomes a function of your awareness, and when you shine and glow those near you begin to reflect the very light you are.


Flow now becomes a reflection of an inner state.

Flow = a metaphor of being turned on.

Water, wind, and emptiness… Movement, flow…

All the ways we work a word over and over to express our conceptions of reality… Flow…


We all enjoy altered states of consciousness.

We seek them out from the beginning of our existence. As children we spun ourselves silly. As adults we do the same, but with different ingredients of many kinds.

My entire life has been dedicated to the exploration of altered states, literally.

If you follow my work, it always revolves around experiencing more of the experience of life itself.

That is why I’m writing these words, to continue going beyond my current understanding of life itself.

I am curious.

And that curiosity and desire to experience all of it, drives me.

You walk the path until it becomes you and then you are it.

On Lucid Dreaming & Flow States:

The enchantment and the questions continue to arise for me.

Lucid dreaming lives in ways that deserve more time and exploration, with a potential to go beyond the depths of our waking states, we have the chance to know even more of what our minds our capable of.

There are many questions to ask, and I’m simply hinting at what I am curious about, in this post.

Further exploration of all of these ideas will be required.

To continue as I do, the unfolding potential…

You choose as you choose and I will support you to choose as you choose but I will not choose to be apart of what I don’t wish to be a part of.

But you are the revolution for you and I will light the fire under you until you live it as you are.

The guru is you…

Emeric Damian

Only those who risk going too far can possibly know how far one can go.

T.S. Eliot
Cyril Connolly The Unquiet Grain

“On the American desert are horses which eat the locoweed and some are driven mad by it; their vision is affected, they take enormous leaps to cross a tuft of grass or tumble blindly into rivers. The horses which have become thus addicted are shunned by the others and will never rejoin the herd. So it is with human beings: those who are conscious of another world, the world of the spirit, acquire an outlook which distorts the values of ordinary life; they are consumed by the weed of non-attachment. Curiosity is their one excess and therefore they are recognized not by what they do, but by what they refrain from doing, like those Araphants or disciples of Buddha who were pledged to the “Nine Incapabilities.” Thus they do not take life, they do not compete, they do not boast, they do not join groups of more than six…”

Cyril Connoly, The Unquiet Grave

What interest ou may have in these words, I am uncecrtain.


I believe they may seve you as an example of creative living by and for you, foryour own particular inclinations.

Para-mi, it is an experiment that I am running at this time.

One Hour Per Day Spent Fllowing My Fancy…

Writing, creating, sharing…

Appreciating my interest, appreciating and valeing my life and time, by alowing for my curiosity to pay dividends.

By Wealth I Mean living a rich life of wonder and awe, following my fancy.

And letting that be the investments I make in myself, in the future, in humanity, in the world, in the cosmos, inconsciousness itself if you wil.

And that isa statement to share with myself for myself.


You can come along for the ride if you wnt and I will share as much as I desire to shre with you.

And more…

But the big swing comes now…

The Caveat…

ou have to join my monthly newsletter to get the goods…

Now why would you want to do that?

Simple, there’s not a lot of creative thinking in the word atie is ao f ras and I live a different life and that life very well may serve you in unexpected ways.

You will be given the gretest secret of all time WINK WINK…

Ok.. I will tell you now, it’s about options.

But that’s all I am saying.

Love you, you wild beast,

Em. Csh.

P.S. This is a personal reminder, to everyday allow yourself to follow your fancy and produce content of one kind or another according to the fancy you follow.

Sleep dot-dot.

Sleep dot-dot.

Sleep the wonderland of ever unfolding mysteries.

I look Into the depths of a dreamscape and the dreams look back at me, as myself but not me.

How I love to dream, how I love to sleep, how sleep loves me.

I am almost now able to stay awake as I fall asleep. A minute in and I hear myself breathing deeply.

And then amnesia comes again…


Words To Awaken…

in quotes

Be a lamp, or a lifeboat or a ladder. Help someone’s soul heal. Walk out of your house like a shepherd. ~ Rumi

The story of a mind scattered with distrust of its self…


The recovery of the wonderful, of the sacred unknown that is the moment, a mindfully chosen path, where each breath is a breath creating peace of mind.


You, the mythical being that can never fully be known, how are you living your mind, body, and being?

The rooster crows at confused hours and we take to believing he knows what time it is for you.

The creator of your scenario…

You are the guru; one thing attended to, with love and intention, and you are free.

Stay tuned,

Emeric Damian

A Simple Truth…

in Uncategorized

It’s so good to have you here, to be able to share in the wonder of life.

I really do appreciate your unique way of being.

And that is why I want to share an idea with you that may have a profound impact on your life.

…use it

When you find yourself in a moment of muck, a moment of feeling uncertain and confused, or when you are in wonder and excitement.

This one beautiful idea can get you moving.

It’s life changing when applied, when used, and I promise you it will open up the possibilities of creating your dream life?

You will be in a place of power.

This simple statement may be the very thing that shifts your energy.

And it is this…

“Let the experience be the learning and the action the reward.”

…that my dear friend is key…

It’s the difference between reading about something and doing the thing.

It’s the difference between wisdom and just stuffing your brain with more information.

It is the key to getting everything you want in a world that doesn’t want you to.

…and when anything get’s in your way, you can simply say it out loud and watch your energy shift!

To creating miracles as you are one, 
Emeric Damian

They question it…

They question the idea that you can have everything you want in the world.

They are skeptical, and they should be, because who makes an offer like this that isn’t either lying or being insincere?

I do.

And how can I do that?

You are either one of two people…

You are the person that believes a life going after what you want, having fun doing it, even if there are frustrations involved, is a life infinitely more interesting and worth living than the person who is dull to the world and has settled for what others say they can have.

Which reality do you choose to live?

You better have said the life of excitement and creation, otherwise I’d have to wonder while you are here with me now.

But let’s dig into this a bit more, the idea of wanting is a fabulous human drive, because we want and then we want more and thus we are in a world of contiual curiostiy and new experiences.

Life never has a moment to be dull and uninteresting.

On the flip side, some people only seem to live a life of dull and uninteresting experiences.

Not you…

You get what you want and then when you want something more, you go after the experience too.

And if you don’t want anything at some point than that’s beautiful too, because even that is a want worth wanting!

Life is a game to be played and enjoyed, but some of us play a lot more than others.